XiaoWuGui<3

2010-08-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hey .. evryone miss me ??
haha .. im back .. after so long
haha
i think those who noe me in person will noe wat will happen to my url right ..
haha
y a
im going to change it !!
becoz now i hv my slowpoke le !!
hv been with him for 6 mths !!
haha
a nt very suai kind bt very nice to me !! haha
tt's all i need
haha...
ok .. time to go study !
ok .. tada..
jiayou for prelim !! ^^

2010-02-19T21:50:00.002+08:00

hi ppl ~ ...

Super tired today ~ haha. but dance is still fun !
Gt many bruises on my poor and short legs~ ...

haha..

hm... that's nt the main pt ..

haha..

competition coming .. all the CTs coming at one go .. schedule super super packed ..

Really dun have time or energy for other things..

exhausted .. haha..

Really hate the feeling of not being trusted by someone that i care ...

ok.. i shall forget abt this after i posted this post...
=]

i am also someone who dun trust others easily so cannot expect too much from others too .. haha.. have been keep telling myself of this since ytd..haha it seems to be working ...

Feel much better now ! ..

ok .. shall go and take shower now .. ~~ ^^

2010-02-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

Happy chinese new year and valentines day ! ^^

Feb is really my super duper suay month ~ ><..

haha... injured my leg on the day of full dress rehearsal for CNY, then kena hitted by the curtain props during dance .. ><..

today knock my knee against the edge of the tea table ( which is super super sharp ) ...

Suay TTM ~! ....

LOL..

Orientation was fun ~ Antola Rocks ! Terra is cool ~! OGLs are fun and hyper ! ^^

CNY celebration is a bit boring this year .. lol.. but our dance super nice ! .. lol.. ^^

Thank you guys for al the Vday presents!

P.s: my url is nt put for fun .. i am serious abt it.. i will only change it until that day arrived.. =]

2010-01-31T19:06:00.002+08:00

Hey tml will be the start of real orientation ! ^^

Hope my Antola will be very very very very high ! LOL..

tada..

2010-01-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
______________________________

OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
_____________________________

SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.
_____________________________

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
_____________________________

HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
______________________________

LONGEVITY

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
______________________________

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
_____________________________

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
_____________________________

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, 'You're next.' They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

2010-01-18T23:46:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday !~
Si yuan ~ 15 more mins but i am really sleepy now .. lol.. so ya ..

tada ..

2010-01-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

After going through so much ytd night ...

I am glad that today was fun ...^^

2010-01-08T21:04:00.004+08:00

The benson and benson ?!

Maincomm~

SEC ONE!

Playing station game

woo ~ push- up position !

Go special !

The ketchup water ! T.T

Special girl !! LOL

pose 1!!

pose 2 !!!

pose 3 !!

Pose 4 !!

haha.. help out in Rss orientation this year ~ again ! lol.. hm.. the food is nice ~! i really miss RSS food a lot ~~ T.T...

i gt a feeling that tonight gonna be a good night ~

tada ...

2010-01-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

2010 ! .. ^^

Happy new year ! =D

lol..

Hope everyone have enjoy their 1st 5 days of 2010 ! Just like me ~ ^^

Orientation workshop was fun !

All of us are hyper, pro- active and sociable ! LOL

The games are fun ~ more fun than last year in many aspects ..=p..

The flags we painted are cool and cute also .. ^^

well...surely there are some short-coming .. like the food provided .. =p.. ahem .. and some games are quite boring .. however can tell that the SC are trying very hard to make this orientation workshop as meaningful and fun as possible .. =)

I really looking forward to the orientation !

OG 39 ~! congratulation ! I am your OGL ...LOL..

Terra ! Terra ! GO! GO! GO!

2009-12-26T02:47:00.002+08:00

Merry christmas !! LOL

i know is "a bit" late ~ LOL..

well .. just came back from work ! .. T.T .. now arms super pain .. LOL..hope tml will recover !

My impression of st regis hotel still... very good ! .. LOL.. the staffs there are really nice ~ .. HAHA..

The food there is nice too !! ^^ yum yum ~ ..

bt tml going to other hotel .. swissotel .. hm.. wonder if i can adapt .. LOL ...

School going to start in a week time ~ woo ~ ..

bt i think i will still work untill i think i earn sufficient amount of money for the super super ex trip and some saving to prepare myself for uni ~ HAHA .. that amount is like HAHA .. think still have to work for quite long .. T.T

no choice ~ .. lalala..

is almost 3 ~! .. whoo~ .. tml still have to work .. hope i can wake up earlier to finish my holiday hw .. T.T .. hair still wet.. argh~

2009-12-24T20:08:00.002+08:00

Today is my 1st day of work ! =D

Quite slack because .. is my 1st day ! ...

only do setting .. blah blah blah .. LOL...

The staffs there are friendly !! ^^

Just that i was lost on my way to work and yeah ~ i am half an hour late ~ ! T.T

Can u imaging a poor tortoise carrying a big bag and walking alone on Orchard road and was all wet becoz of the stupid rain ! .. T.T...
On top of that , that tortoise work for 7 hours with her wuguitou WET in an AIR-CON ballroom ! . T.T

haha.. having supid headache now .. T.T

hope tml still can work ..

ohya ... i have enjoy myself for the past few days !!! ^^

P.S: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ELAINE ! ~ ^^

2009-12-16T00:01:00.002+08:00

Ciaossu ~

Went to lib today with Sun and Siyuan .. ^^

Didn't get to study much but at least went through one set of the maths paper .. LOL

then went to outram park for job interview ~ ^^ thurs going for training ~ ^^ hope everything goes well ~ ~ lalala..

meet 2/6 rer for dinner at around 6 pm .. but everyone late LOL.. Eat seoul to celebrate Ashley's birthday ~~ .. ^ ^ .. Hope he enjoy himself today ..

Walk to Rp and talk crap with them.. LOL. take photos .. sing song .. kicking elaine's shoes .. until the security guards chased us out .. LOL..

listened to their pri handbell storie on the way home... ( walk home with ashley , benson , choon han and andy ) They are super hilarious ~ ! ..

Haha..

tada.. going to lib with them tml ! ^ ^ ..

2009-12-11T16:34:00.002+08:00

"Wu gui tou caught fire !!"- Yuting (FIsh )

LOL..

The funniest comment i gt when ppl saw my pm..

Went Sentosa ytd with my dear t.h.e...

^o^ .. had a lot of fun ..

tada..

P.s : will make delicious agar-agar for u guys next time =p...

2009-12-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

3 days dancce camp finally ended ~ ..

Learnt a lot abt contemporary dance ..

In the past , i really thought contemporary is just a dance that is btw Hip hop and ballet ..

Bt after this camp ..

i then have a better understanding of Contemporary dance ..

It reflects the current situation and is a state of mind ! ..

it may seems aas a dane that is trying to break the tradition (ballet)

however .. ppl nowadays trying to break this 'tradition ' again ..

I really admired those choreographer .. they are so daring ~ they dare to try new stuff .. and present it even though they know the audience might nt be able to accept it ..

They are willing to sacrifice for ART ..

^o^

LOL..

Brought my two dance besties to see doctor just now .. mm.. shld call physicians .. =)

Kaili look so funny just nw .. but glad that her knee is better .. =D

Cora's toe also .. LOL..

Have new spec ! Look nerd bt .. suit me lah .. LOL..

ya .. tada .. looking forward to tml outing ! ^o^

2009-12-07T20:45:00.000+08:00

雨爱

窗外的天气

就像是你多变的表情

下雨了雨陪我哭泣

看不清我也不想看清

离开你我安静的抽离

不忍揭晓的剧情

我的泪流在心里学会放弃

听雨的声音一滴滴清晰

你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里

真希望雨能下不停

让想念继续让爱变透明

我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love

久违的雨滴一滴滴累积

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆

真希望雨能下不停

雨爱的秘密能一直延续

我相信我将会看到

彩虹的美丽

冷冷的空气很窒息

我无法呼吸

一万颗雨滴的距离

很彻底让爱消失无息

离开你我安静的抽离

不忍揭晓的剧情

我的泪流在心里学会放弃

听雨的声音一滴滴清晰

你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里

真希望雨能下不停

让想念继续让爱变透明

我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love

窗外的雨滴一滴滴累积

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆

真希望雨能下不停

雨爱的秘密能一直延续

我相信我将会看到

彩虹的美丽

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆

真希望雨能下不停

雨爱的秘密能一直延续

我相信我将会看到

彩虹的美丽

2009-12-06T17:40:00.003+08:00

Tml will be the start of 3 days intensive Dance Camp ..

Looking forward to it ~ =x...

Hope dun add anymore colour to my poor kneecaps or arms or neck etc .. LOL..

ya .. tada ..

PS: I Really love to be at the back stage ~ ! ^o^

2009-12-05T10:23:00.003+08:00

This year is such an exciting year ! ..

At the beginning of the year, we only Used 2 mths to learn the SYF dance and participate and get SILVER ~

In the past we need at least 4 to 5 mths to have all the details done and the whole dance to be completed..

The first 3 mths in AJ was like riding roller coaster ! .. up and down .. my world was surrounded by dance and dance and DANCE ..

now ..

When this year 2009 almost ended , i have HC dance .. which we only used 3 weeks to learn the steps and formations , on top of that , ther's only one or 2 practices a week .... and .. we are going to perform the item TONIGHT! .. @.@..

i am still doubting my ability... Dun think i will perform well tonight , but i really enjoyed the dance practices with my beloved M.D .. !! I love you guys ! ^^ .. at least ther's smthing never change ~..

Have to get used to the "dao" look ..-_-".. if i cant see clearly , i think i can give the dao look very easily .. hm.. ok ! i shall nt wear contact lenses tonight ! XD.. hope i dun fall off the stage ~

Tada .. that's it..

JiAYOU ! We can "du" it !

ps: STUPID AW SIYING!! xp

2009-12-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

After three days of "intensive" dance training ~ my knees are full of colours~ mainly purple and red .. LOL...

struggling in pain ~~~ T.T..

my neck .. my back .. my arms... my legs.. my ankles.. lol..

all aching ~~ .

ok enough of complaints..

Dance is FUN !! ..

my first time trying pair dance ~ ok .. sometime triple .. LOL..

Is damn fun ~.. lol..

2009-11-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

Love this !

Who say guy can't dance ?!

2009-11-24T19:28:00.000+08:00

He is damn cool !

2009-11-21T00:59:00.001+08:00

钟嘉欣 - 发誓 (TVB剧集"搜神传"片尾曲)
作曲：邓智伟 |
作词：陈诗慧 |
编曲：邓智伟 |
Timwong 歌词编辑

发誓从此
绝无儿嬉
让爱恋随心妯味
余生爱着你
如死怕忘记
共谁入戏
从未到访过梦内
不过心事仍可装载
还未置身这事外
换来漫天尘埃
难道有害
何以不再
全意栽花仍不开
他朝养份再多不过无力爱仍热切在期待
发誓从此
绝无儿嬉
令我坚守
也全是你
因这段情
告别明日痛悲
而你是情深亦无人比
让爱恋随心细味
明知爱着你
难得再共你
是谁造美

如若咖啡太乏味
苦涩甘愿尝得凄美
其实你早已预备
感觉曾经垂死
从未怯避
连你双臂
全意张开来高飞
即使最后你竟撑到无力仍愿意没逃避
发誓从此
绝无儿嬉
令我坚守
也全是你
因这段情
告别明日痛悲
而你是情深亦无人比
让爱恋随心细味
明知爱着你
难得再共你
是谁造美

发誓从此
绝无儿嬉
令我坚守
也全是你
因这段情
告别明日痛悲
而你是情深亦无人比
让爱恋随心细味
余生爱着你
如死怕忘记
共谁入戏

钟嘉欣 - 发誓 (TVB剧集"搜神传"片尾曲)

2009-11-15T14:12:00.001+08:00

Finally can dance with M.D again \(^o^)/...

2009-11-13T17:38:00.003+08:00

Avoid impulsive action that is motivated by frustration; patience is now your best friend.

The end ~

2009-11-10T21:16:00.003+08:00

woo ~ ..

Finally , OP is OVER !

This marks the end of PW ! One of the A-level subject is down !

Now only left : SL project which is on the 17th of nov
Homecoming Dinner on the 5th of Dec
Dance outreach and camp !

^^

so free ~!
"My girl friend is an agent " is very very nice !! Must watch !!

btw this is my 200 posts!! ^^

yeah !

lalala..

that's it ..

* "mason" INDEED is a GOOD name ! XD

2009-11-08T13:07:00.002+08:00

Hi ~!!

Op is coming ~ two more days !

so nervous , but still feel like watching anime =p..

My only entertainment!...

After op will go back to my lovely home ~ Malaysia ! yeah ! can have good food and ! TV !! .. XD

Shld go down and have my lunch with NINI ...now ! .. ?!... she still sleeping .. OMG ..

TAda ..shall go wake her up now ! ha...

2009-10-25T15:15:00.002+08:00

^^

Big Big thank you to Siyuan !! for helping me with the poster ~~ Arigatou!

Since morning i have been accompany ppl eating lunch .. so funny .. but feel good to be out of the house .. i have been staying in my room for the whole day since ytd .. is relax and quiet but aso quite boring ~ =x

Anime is nice ! strongly recommend >>>> mai Hime , mai otome !! now watching the next series mai otome Z wei ..

LOL ...

i am super duper "宅" .

Siying ah ..cheer up kay ? i know u can "du " it ! ^^

2009-10-24T14:16:00.004+08:00

After reading that book .. i realised i shld wasting my time in angry , sadness and upseting others ..

I dun wan to wait until the day when i am going to die then realised i have missed out so many happy moments ... Making your friend upset or angry especially when he/she is one of your best friends is really the most stupid thing ones can do ..

So .. i have decided not to waste any moment of my remaining life in all those unhappy stuff..

Enjoy my life to the fullest ~ . .

so happy that i have read the book ..=)

i shall continue watching my anime .. haha..

2009-10-23T18:58:00.002+08:00

30 get kicked out
17 retained...

my mood totally spoiled because of this ...(v~v)

why kicked out ?!

I really think the school shld at least give them a chance to re-test ....

ah~...

>.<......

i am glad that u din give up ..

jia you ...

sorry .. i can only say this ..

i am really sorry that i could do nth to help u ....

you are always the best pal to hang out with ..

2009-10-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

woo~..

i passed all my subjects ~

happy that i get promoted

but ..

haiz ..

i hope that u dun give up ...

this is not the end of the world ...
really
If u get the chance to re-test .. we will help u ...

2009-10-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

THE SUN AND THE MOON CONVERSATION

~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
if we're online
why you sms
LOL

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
i just online ~~
-_-
how will i now u are such a zai nan ~~

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
lol
why zai nan ?

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
* zai nan means guy who always stay in front of com and stay at home ~~

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
LOL
i've been out whole day
at night at home la

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
xp
who cares ???~~
XD

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
T_T my gf
hehe

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
O.OO
hahaha
who's so unlucky ~~~
XD

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
haiz see who so unlucky then you know liaoz lor

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
hmhmhmhm~~~
i dun think any one can be as unlucky as you ~~

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
hmmms maybe abit luckier than me

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
but ~
having you as bf ......................
fill in the blank urself haar

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
is GREAT

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
u r so positive ~~
woo
im impressed ~!
XD

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
of coz
positive is my nature

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
say thank you ~

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
arigatou~

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
welcome welcome ~~~
wo hahaha
omg

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
WHAT o_O
lol

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
cant imagine you to be the boy in the pic
T.T...
(i am refering to the dp , phot taken when he was pri)

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
why leh

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
haiz ...

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
sec4 already seen it eh

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
that one so cute
but now ..
haiz
XD

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
CUTER

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
u wish !
too bad truth always hurt ..
~.~

- ~TăvĭnTèeVeéSlacЌer~™ ・・ clan ・ﾌ says:
not always
that phrase came about coz people thought it negatively

Dance of fire .. Tearful memory says:
hm....
quite true

i dunno why but just feel like posting it out .. we from suaing each other to explaining the term of *zai nan to suaing again then to photo then discussing about positive attitude .. so random .. haha. .

2009-10-20T15:03:00.003+08:00

After a "long " holiday .. haha.. in fact is only three days .. but is quite long for me =)

other than saturday eat steamboat at Ashley's house and sunday watch movie with T.H.E ..

i spent all the time watching anime and doing Pw..

Tml is Pw workshop which last 5 hrs long .. -_-"

heard from some that it is fun .. some said is boring ...
two extreme ..

but .. i believe i will learn a lot from this workshop .. ^^

when it is so expensive and duration is so duper super long ... =x

hope my pw grp will do well tml.. opps ... erm hope my class's pw grps will all do well tml ^^

WR is back and my grp did well !! all thanks to pramesh .. he is such a good editor ^^

Now only left OP ...

just endure and we will get through .. final 100 metre !! chiong ah ~!! ^^

Gambate !!

btw... happy to get the medal .. haha.. dun think i wll still get it next year .. my body becoming weaker nowadays .. hahay .. wonder why .. shld start drinking milk every morning .. zzz

2009-10-18T20:37:00.003+08:00

I love the steamboat !! thank you Ashley !! ^^

although i didn't win in the "dry swimming " session .. haha.. but i do enjoy myself a lot ytd ~! ^^ thank you guys .. haha..

The movie T.H.E watch tgt today is nice ~ ^^ .. " Meat ball ~~" ... haha.. shld eat buffet before watching the movie.. it make us felt super hungry after watching it ..

but .. this movie is kind of .. hm... meaningful i supposed ..

if , look at it from a different perspective .. change the disaster of food into environment problem that we faced today ...

people desire will not ceased until they experienced the negative consequences themselves .. no matter wat the other told them .. they will only live in their own world and blame the creator when disaster arrived..never reflect on their action .. even some do .. very quickly it will be overweight by the "wants" ...

the mayor in the movie is just like those rich and powerful countries which making use of the technology to achive their aim and benefits while millions of trees are being cut down .. ignoring the possible consequences ..

finally when disaster arrived .. they have their way of "escaping " ... sacrificing the others ..

omg.. wat am i posting .. -_-"..

can just ignore watever i wrote after the sentence "... hungry after watching it "..

Dunno what happened to me recently .. keep hearing people to ask me cheer up .. i am smiling all the time.. and in quite a good mood of getting back my chem paper .. i gt B !! ^^

when i only spend less than 3 days to study it . ^^ .. really happy about it ~~

but .. if only all the classmates in my class could pass chem i will be happier ..

Don't be sad okay ?.. you will get promoted with us ~! Juat believe in yourselve and you will do it!
your badge will be kept safely wiith me ~!

Wednesday must get it back from me har ~

if .. i am only saying if .. you really need re- test , we will help you ! you will always have us supporting you ! jia you ~

tada..

2009-10-14T21:11:00.001+08:00

Who are those little girls in pain

Just trapped in castle of dark side of moon

Twelve of them shining bright in vain

Like flowers that blossom just once in years

They're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love

Just dreaming of a place where they're free as dove

They've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage

It's only the fairy tale they believe

They're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love

Just dreaming of a place where they're free as dove

They've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage

It's only the fairy tale they believe

2009-10-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

Acknowledge others for who they are and not what they can or cannot do on your behalf.

Really happy to have Cheyenne's outing today ... not full strength but .. thank you guys for being there ... we have a lot of fun today despite the rain ~~ that rain shld have come ealier , so that the guys wont have to carry so much water from the sea ..

kok chin thank you for coming also ~~..

Super sorry that i can't keep u accompany all the time .. ><... hope you enjoy urself today too ~

i think u do right ? . =)

happy to see you there , but i still need time to prepare myself ...

maybe until u rmb wat u said , or until i forgt that u said it ...

2009-10-12T20:58:00.003+08:00

Promo is over ...

I shall let things wrap up on its own ..

no use fighting over such a matter when one's simply forget about what one's promised .. i think promise is too strong a word , maybe just an "okay ' which i heard wrongly ..
Maybe i am the one who is wrong ... just like what happened three years ago.. History do repeat har .. if you don't learn your mistake ...

I only know how to wait there and not making any action ...

should have clarify earlier .. so that many thing won't happened ...

It is always like this .. i only know how to wait ...

Until one's completely forgotten about my existence ..

Thats me ..

And having being hurt for so many times .. what i do is still wait .. and get angry on my own ..

if only whatever that i typed when i am so stressed out by exam and anger could be cancelled..

things will be better .. ? i hope ..

but i won't happen..

so i think the best way is to ...wait ...
haha..
another "wait"...
that's the least i could do ..

2009-09-21T23:04:00.002+08:00

hello .. i am back ^^

Today went back to segamat to attend my god-bro wedding =D

God- brother and his wife know each other since PRIMARY 6 !!^o^

WOO~!

Finally they are together, so happy for them =)

took some photos with them and my god-sis's son , he only 4mths old .. ^^

super duper cute ~!!! ^^

i drank wine , beer , champagne today ... lolz..

the beer is okay.. i drank quite a lot .. haha.. .. but the wine .. -.-".. is 40% ~~~ i can feel my mouth burning when i drink only a mouthful of it . .. haha.. but is nice !! ^^

anw .. today .. i am happy !! Yeah !~ . have been slacking for the past few days .. time to study !! @.@..

STUDY !! STUDY!! STUDY!! ^^
Jia you ppl for your promo , 'O' and 'A' level preparations !!^^

2009-09-19T15:21:00.003+08:00

I wake up at 3pm ... T.T

wanted to go library this morning , but ... i think i am too tired over what happened the past few days...

Thank you Bernice , Ruo han and those who help me ytd .

I hate to "..." in front of the others...

but thank you guys for your support .=)

Be a strong girl ~ don't trouble your support base again , support base has other more impt thing to attend to ...

i will get over it soon ...

2009-09-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

I feel bored today .

Rush Rush Rush ~~~

>.<...

Finally completed another chapter of WR . Phew~

It was raining on my way home.

Most of the people dashed across the road because they don't have umbrella.

Although i have one , but i don't feel like using it. Looking at the rain slowly becoming bigger and bigger , then i told myself : Don't be stupid ._.

Slowly take out my red and a bit spoiled umbrella ( i also don't know why i do it so slowly ).

I saw a father and a son are standing in front of me , holding hand , the little boy super cute ! He looked damn excited about the rain.^^

suddenly i heard the father says"One , two , three , then we run , okay ?"

"okay !" (Ah ~! that boy super super cure lah !!~~~ ><)

I look at my umbrella , then look at them .

When i was about to pass the umbrella to them , i heard "three! "

opps ...

ya ,when i come to my sense , they are already in the middle of the road, almost reaching the other side.

i think today my reactions are damn slow._.

Maybe because i feel bored. haiz...

boring ...

Ah ~! my show ~~~~~ the only interesting thing seems to me ( for now ~)
tada .. super crap ~

2009-09-15T21:44:00.004+08:00

Today just have my GP essay Test .

There are 6 questions and unknowingly i choose "The use of technology brings more benefits than detriments.

Haha .. i only remeber this question , the rest just barely the main topic.xp

This is the first time i didn't try to memorise the whole essay and is not open-book ~...
The result are predicable .. haha.. but is okay ~

i feel good completing the essay and is within time limit ~ ^^

Although i know i didn't keep a clear mind when writing the essay , which is very important!Good essay need to be able to write clearly and logically. T.T

Furthermore~!! Keep side-traking made my work super untidy .. T.T

I think i should follow "the advise " train myself to think clearly and logically by tackling a particular problems and following them thtough, point by point , to a solution.

"Regular and frequent practice is essential if you are to learn to write well."

"YOU learn to write by WRITING" true har ?._.

I think i will start to keep my eyes and ears open, in order to find more things to write =)
often a conversation heard in the street can start you thinking along interesting new line .

Read newspapers carefully .

Everyday there are examples of human joy and human tragedy in it which ideas for essays could be found.

haha.. enough of GP ..
it must have bored you guys a lot ... >.<.. so sorry .. =x okay next ~! There's always a question of how to "truly "care ?

maybe is because we are not genuinely interested in everyone we meet and every incidents we see .
AND maybe it is the time to "try " to develop a warm , human understanding of people , theirs problems , their joys and also their sorrows.

Ah ~! my "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni "!!
T.T half an hour gone~
tada.. ZAo~!

2009-09-13T17:59:00.000+08:00

hello.. another no library day =(..
but enjoy watching the basketball matches at Cwp juz now ~ ^^
Why the guy only sec 2 --- 14 years old can be so tall ?.. T.T.. the world is so unfair .. >.<..

Felt pity for the losing team ..

lalala.. today is the last day of holiday !!!
Enjoy today to the max har ppl ~~ ^^

2009-09-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

hello ... Today have to stay at home , cannot go library (T.T) [ terry and tavin very fiece xp]
saw cw today !! so happy !~ but i can only look at him with one eye ~~ >.<... he said i become darker .. lol. miss them a lot a lot , miss the bike haha. .. after their 'O' and my promo must must !! meet up for dinner !! >.<.. hope the rest are doing fine .. =)
okay i shal get some rest now .. can only look at the screen with one eye . lolz.. =x
Holiday ending soon ...

Sai 's birthday!!

2009-09-08T23:34:00.001+08:00

Wei Hao ,Happy Birthday !!!!!!

Im back ...

2009-08-17T01:27:00.002+08:00

hi...

I'm back from Malaysia.

Sorry for those who try to contact me for the past 4 days , i forgot to inform you guys earlier that i will be away.

I can see the MSG but i can reply none (T.T)

Dun read the rest of the post if you dun wan to see the unhappy side of me ..

This four days taught me quite a lot of things.
Mostly is about Chinese traditions...
And i finally met my "eldest sister"...
how can i even call her " sister" when i met her .. didn't know that i can be so fake .. she not even worth it !
5 years ! did not contact us , not even when dad and mum are sick ! Wat kind of daughter are you ! you only care about money and yourselves ! When sis trying to be nice to you , what kind of attitude did you give us ?!
If not because of Mum do you think we will even want to talk you ?! Who do you think you are ?!..

way back home is terrible... Dad gone crazy again start to scold whatever he could think of .. so the journey start with a very unpleasant mood .. then ... almost all the food stores that we went to are closed ... no food , dad temper become worse .. then ... car's engine breakdown .. haiiz.. help to push the car until we found the 24-hours car repairing shop .. the car have to be left there for two days .. so we borrowed a very super old car to continue he rest of the journey .. dad nagged all the way until ~ .. we received a call from 7th aunt .. polices are stopping cars with high speed at toll ... two tolls somemore .. -_-".. luckily the lao ye che cannot drive fast.. poor ah kuang gor gor have to endure my dad's nagging all the way until we reach m;sia custom..
then .. the story have not ended.. my sis .. that blur sotong .. bring me took the wrong bus .. we ended up went to S'pore custom twice ... have to trouble polices to help us open the gate...
..
take taxi home bcoz is too late .. haha.. today ... erm no .. is ytd.. is such a "wonderful " day har ?..zzz...

Happy birthday to Junqi ~!!

2009-08-10T10:25:00.002+08:00

hello ~! .. today is Junqi 's Birthday ~!! ^0^
Miss you so much ~!! continue to grow taller and become more suai, okay !~
XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~! =D
Hope to see you soon ~~~ ^^

2009-08-09T11:40:00.002+08:00

Ecp BBQ was fun !! ^^
apart from that 4 km walk ...T.T...
so sorry to all 44 girls=(
chat a lot with 44 ppl ..., so happy .. really missed you guys a lot .. and those 44 days ~.. ><..
Radha still the same.. RSS seems to have change a lot ... so many teachers left .. T.T..
Hope that on teacher's day , we still able to see some teachers.. lol..

Finally , they are tgt.. lolz.. one of the 44 stories that ended with a happy ending ~~ so happy for them .. lolz..

hope you get well soon .. dun worry for your child .. he will be fine =)...

2009-08-04T22:24:00.004+08:00

hello.. nothing much to blog about .. just here to waste my "precious" time .. XD
okay crap..
today was a long~ day .. -_-".. lesson end at 5.30pm.. so sorry to Benson for waiting me, this tortoise, thank you ~~..
erm.. i should explain why benson need to wait for me .. in case ppl "wuhui".. =.="..
bcoz we went to watch movie ....
not with me only , obviously.. if only watch with him i rather jump down from building , and he said he rather suicide.. so ya ..
there's 5 ppl in total... Yong lin the da tou , Andy the wife of ben XD, szeling the girl who exclaimed that she is not from the same sch as Ben but is from AJ. ...
Have some "strong affection" after watching the movie.XD
That movie is "overhearing", a hongkong movie, quite nice , at least it catches my attention throughout the whole 2 hours , except for the period of time when that bz benson is using hp "TEACHING PPL OSCILLATION TUTORIAL QUESTIONS" in the cinema during the show .. ya .. other than that.. =.="...
overall the show is nice , the outcome is partially expected ... becoz these main leads of the show did some bad stuff at the beginning of the show .. in the end tragic happened .. two of them die.. their family members also die.. bad ppl gt caught...

so in conclusion, dun do bad stuff ~.. lolz

ALthough like wat benson says , Sometime do some bad thing will helps in balancing out the good or wat we call the "normal " procedure of life in preventing life frim becoming too boring ~ .. haha.. din expect ben will say such thing , i think that day he not enough sleep har . he so N.L( No life ). =x..erm wat he says is quite true .. however, there's always limits to everything, absolute freedom is impossible ...lolz.. why so GP..eh.. ya.. even if u want to do bad thing , if u know that u dun have the ability to handle the consequences , dun do it. Think before you act .
ya .. think that will be all ..

tada ><.. looking forward to the outing on fri ~ 4/4 ~ WE CAN DU IT ~! ! \(^0^)/

2009-08-01T17:35:00.000+08:00

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再说在额头原来泪也会痛
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2009-08-01T17:26:00.001+08:00

PK 词
姚若龙曲曹格

你有坚持的事情
我也有我的个性
这次不让你
call我兄弟飙歌去
跟两个人有关系
你却一个人决定
情绪谷底
约好姊妹喝香槟
最恨别人对我不相信
我向往的亲密是一起做决定
干涉太多是囚禁
沟通太少是疏离
爱有千百万种定义
三天不联络
和解要被动
不谈对错
假装没冷战过
想在爱里当主key
要抢到麦克风
三天泪狂流
残局你来收
虽然心疼
不能摊手低头
心思拉扯中
PK寂寞
情敌偷袭的时候
温柔不能给太多
天下太平任性自我
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爱也需要小对策
不能完全被掌握
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在你听话的时候
糖果不能给太多
不乖时候表演分手
但不能太超过
爱都需要小亲热
爱也需要小风波
又气又享受
PK缠斗

2009-07-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

Click Here to take survey
Hey people~! pls help me with this survey ~!
This concerned my A- level PW grade !!! ><
thank you !! ^^

2009-07-28T11:57:00.002+08:00

hello ~~!
got back my EoM ...haha.. mId AE ... T_T..
sad ?..happy ?.. hhaha.. i also dunnno ... since my other grpmates gt this result also ~!xp .. anw
that's not my main point .. PW is quite a slack subject to me .. i know many will want to throw their shoes , bags, etc on me .. but in my PW grp , i really feel no pressure at all .. LOL..
everthing jus magically get it done last min .. i am so fortunate to have this grp ~! wahaha.. XD.. Thank you guys~! ...
Although being the only girl in the group may seem lonely ""sometime"""...~ all the three of them are gentlemen..XD..
hm... maybe my only concerned is OP .. LOLZ... FYI .. my group is a super cheena grp ,only pramesh can speak and write very good english .. but PW is not one person effort esp during OP.. it based on your ownn ability to deliver yourselves ...T_T.. hope that my grp will pass the OP like how we have done for the other components of PW.. lalala..
tada...
BYE

2009-07-18T18:57:00.002+08:00

Rush Rush Rush .. >.<
Ah.. i did not even type a word on my Eom !!!! >.<.. jus got the book that i am going to evaluate today...., T.T...but of so little use lah ... the title of the book seem so good , the author so famous ... but .... useless to my strategies development ~!!! maybe still have some use ... but is only one ..? two? sentences on my topic ~!!! >.<...
Worried for my other grpmates .... they are in the same situation as me ... maybe worst or better.. T.T
jia you ppl ~! ..

have being in bad mood for the past few days... maybe bcz of lack of sleep ?.. haha. i know is not .. if only i can let it go ... i will feel better... but i think i need time... juz more time .. i will ....

2009-07-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Happy that class 30 09 is more bonded than before ...i am not here to brag but this is really impt to me ... still rmb that day in the Audi , when Mr. Neo announced my class is the top physics class in the cohort, i was expecting them to cheer juz like how 44 will do but they didn't even clap.... everyone juz sit there and smile ... no conversation , nothing ...
BUT .. this time round,.. when Kelvin asked mr. neo for our class performance for phy , and mr.neo juz say :" This class did very badly , but .... other classes worst ..." we started to cheer and clap! ... This is the first time i see the whole class spirit being so high ~! =)
my class did really badly for the exam this time round with half of the class failed .. but most importantly is not about the result but e response of the class , really glad that finally there's some sort of class spirit presence in this class ...
3009 will be part of my most memorable and precious part of my life in AJ ..
i hope IT wil...

i am tired ... perhaps is time to let go...

2009-07-16T20:51:00.005+08:00

I am ANGRY and upset~! How i wish today never existed~! >.<

The sentence i typed above was how i feel 10 mins ago ... now no more .. =)
all bcoz of siying , thank you for sending me that email , i feel so much better after reading it =)...
From dun even noe how to smile to have the mood to blog and ofcoz smile again ..
i know siying will be very angry if she saw this post , she will question me for not calling her and tell her wat happen .. haha. siying tell you wat, i still wont tell you wat happened .. that's wugui style .. u noe that .. so .. even my 9 years friend i wont reveal a single word , pls dun ask me wat happened ... if want me to stop feeling "sad" .. , jus simply take this post doesnt exist ... thx...

This is my daily horoscope report (for Virgo only =))
Wednesday, Jul 15th, 2009 -- Try to get a lot done early in the day for you could become more scattered later as rational Mercury is irritated by illusory Neptune. Your clear perspective gets fuzzier, making it trickier for you to decide anything. But you may believe that you'll figure out what to do if you wait long enough. Although you are more practical toward the evening, your overall judgment may not be any better.

Thursday, Jul 16th, 2009 -- Your key planet Mercury is stirring up trouble today as it sends mixed signals your way. Your brain is processing faster than you can form words, which might make you appear agitated to others. But you can be absolutely brilliant now if you are able to set language aside and directly access what you instinctively know. Avoid expressing your thoughts or trying to explain yourself. You can always circle back around later and share your ideas once your nerves settle back down.
so i think i will take the advise and do as much work as i can for today=)

Parts that i like for most of that email are :
Live with 3 Es (Enthusiasm, Empathy and Energy ) , 3Fs(Faith , Friend, Family)
Try to make at least 3 people smile a day ( this will be my target everyday from today onward =))
Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn, pass all your test.Problems are simply part of your curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a life time .
life is too short to waste time hating anyone
You dont have to win every argument . agree to disagreement.
no one is in-charged of your happiness except you.
FORGIVE EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING
Time heals almost everything, give time , time .
However good or bad a situation is, it will change
No matter how you feel , get up , dress up , show up .

2009-07-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

omg ~! i miss u gals and the dance ~!!! ><... our last dance in RSS T.T..

i am the girl in black ... haha..

for those who dunno ... this is my sec 4 teacher's day dance .. and my last performancce in rss .. =) enjoy watching !

2009-07-04T15:35:00.000+08:00

Mid - Year Exam finally over ~! ^^
nnow happily slacking ..
tada ..

2009-06-26T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hello. . .
Have been too busy in mugging at library for the past few days .. hahas..
Math revision okay okay ...
Chemistry Revision okay okay ..
Physics revision ... haven check my ans with SY .. =.=".. shld be okay okay also ...
CLL revision T.T... still in process.. -_-"
GP revision .. haven even start ..x_x...

ha....ha ... ha ..
time to go back and bite my CLL notes ...
杜甫，李白，王维，老舍。。。我来了！。。。 dying soon ... ........haiz..

2009-06-06T12:59:00.002+08:00

Woo ~! XD Im back ~! .... Back from the 5 days 4 night camp !~ ^^

This camp was tough was fun was strict was interesting and was indeed the most memorable one ~! CHEYENN ~!

okay.. now i should start describing my 1st day ..^^

Eh ... All of us were punished by instrutor yi hui on the 1st day .. =.=".. bcoz we are late for of im not wrong 10 mins .. punishment was push up 20 !!!! >.<.. we even have to hold in that position for around 5 mins before we start the punishment ..XD ... that's when i really have the taste of what the tone of the camp was - Strict and Firm ~ =)

In m grp i dunno most of them i only know Pearl and veronicca but veronicca din attend the camp .. T_T... but !~~ ^^ .. only the first day , my grp was already very very super bonded!~ ^^

We boarded the bus to our 1st destination campsite - debrador ( i think ?. lol.. dun rmbb the name aready ) At there , only the first few mins .. the tone of the camp was enforce once again when i realised that we have to standardized our bunks throughout the whole building both guys and girls .. =.="... i was totally sian diao when i realised that was a need to ..haha.. after cleanning the bunk and we have to report WITHIN 3 MINS !~ everyone was CHiong to the reporting venue ..can hear people shouting 1 min left ! 30 secs left .. then when u reported to the venue still have to report Strength !is report strength stlye actually adopted by quite a number of grps as their grp cheer ! .. XD .. although it was totally new to almost all of us ..

I love my grp ~! although we are from different CCA different classes we are bonded !!! We cheer for each other when we played the 1st game - low wall . i stil feel super guilty now that we din realised Ze xun arm was injured and we continued to play the game without him.. only until one of us saw his arm was covered by cotton wool ... sorry !~ ><..

Sincce then we were more aware of surrounding and evry member in our team . .. i am super proud of everyone one of us in the team !! XD

in this 5 dyas 4 nights camp , i believed all the campers will agree that the SL project that each team carried out and the Night expedition were the highlight of the camp ! .. ^ ^ the 4th day of the camp was the most tiring one but aso the most memorable one .. ofcoz all the 5 days are fun and every little parts of the 5 days will be kept in my head until the last sec of my life .. my team SL project was to conduct Leadership training for Mayflower primary school pri 5 and 6 prefacts .. lol.. in the past i was one aso .. ^^ .. every one of us ws excitedd and we even use this to encourage each of us during the camp.. In this project we have Keith as our team leader .. he was great leader ~! .. he speak relatively soft all the time and bcoz of this SL project , he overcome this ! ^^ i still rmb when we want him to speak louder , everyone start to form a bigger circle and everyone move further and further until he was able to project his voice so loud that we are clear of wat he said when we are about 4 metre away from him =) even though ther are other groups around us when he was trying ... he indeed demostrated true courage and leadership ! \(^_^) /
i was in- charged of one grp of children only 6 of them .. =).. they are super quiet ! T_T .. but they are cute aso .. !~ lol.. they completed their 1st task super fast that i was so proud of them.. but .. T_T .. they seldom encourage each other during the game .. during facilitation , when i asked them to encourage each other and the impt of encouraging , to my suprized their replies are ." Cheering is a waste of energy "!!! ?!>.<".. i ws speechless .. and .. ya .. so .. erm .. haha.. when i told the rest about this during our own facilitation , everyone was shocked !~ ... XD.. i was laughing all the way when i describing this to them .. lolz.. i think i was not well prepared enough before i went to conduct the facilitation .. Leader must be well - prepared all the time to be able to handle all sort of situation and be flexible... =D

during night expedition , my team was to set off at 10.30 pm .. ^^ It was so fun ! ... we were singing cheering talking joking ~! .. we sang all sort of songs .. national day song JJ songs Jay chou songs english chinese new year songs christmas songs and even SCHOOL song ! .. lol.. At the begining of the walk everyone was high and we walk super fast that we completed 4 maps within one hour ! .. ^^ in total there's 14 maps! ... in the middle potion of the walk , evryone was so tired that when we are waiting for the rest to come out from the toilet , we are stoning..! .. we stare at a point and not bliking our eyes at all .. XD.. With no reason , i suddenly bcum very high and i started to kick everyone's leg .. in a soft way lah .. and start to shout cheer i even act Shin's voice ( la bi xiao xin ) lol.. but not to my disappointment everyone was high again and we maintained it until the end of the walk ~! LOL..XD..

Through this Camp i learnt a lot! i never regret to participated and never forget watever that happened in this camp .. i s tough but is fruitful! Thank youur Instrutors Clement , Yu ZHi and Perry ! Your have made me leant a lot and acc us throughout the walk, without your the camp willl not be that fruitful and without your we wont know that so many things are that impt .. ! Ofcoz i believed without any one of us without any Cheyennes the camp will lose a lot a lot of fun ~.. Cheyenne Rocks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you guys !~ Let's have outing soon ~ =D

2009-05-09T23:44:00.003+08:00

haha..
Tomorrow is mother's day !! ^^ wish all the mother in the world to have a very very very very happy ~! Mother's day ~! ^^

Pi is history now ~! Yeah !! .. i believe everyone hate the time of " har ~ AE only .." ."haiz .. have to redo ~~... ".." this is my 4th draft already !!! urg ~ " .. ><...

But ~!.. 1st draft og gpp need to be handed in on fri ~~ .. haiz..
Gambate everybody !! WE can DO it ~! XD

Ah ! i miss 44 !! T____T....
only two years ! juz bear with i t huiyi u can do it man !! ><...

Monday , teachers are going to treat us the dancers kushinbo !!!!!! i going to eat until the food piled up to my throat!! xp ..

ah ~~ so looking forward to monday ~! ...

So many people not feeling well , ferny injured her knee christ mindy szeling having flu>< .. aiyo people muz take care of urself kay ?... Get well soon !!!

okay tada !! ^^

2009-05-07T22:27:00.004+08:00

MS TAN ~! ><

2009-05-03T20:29:00.002+08:00

lalala...
here to post again.. ^^
ah ping cannot say i still at SYF ~~~
ta d a. that's all bb
ps: bcoz sy say she want to eat ... -_-"

here to edit my post bcoz i feel that what i wrote above is really CRAP ~! >< no choice .. who told sy to hurry me ... ya is all SIYING's fault...XP..

okay ...ahem... back to serious mood.. - _-
Recently , some of the people around me are facing some relationship problems.. and this make me conclude that relationship is really the hardest and most complicated problem one's can face .. maybe i have phrase it too extremely but that's kind of..... hm.... fact .

How can u conclude that u like/ love a person ?...
if u like he/she , or u r in a relationship with that someone then there shld be this basic element of TRUST right ??
If u feel unsecure u can tell him/ her straight on the face ... dun do things that will only make the one that u love and love u to hate u as a result .
Every problem can be resolve or view in the most simple way if u allow it to ..
Keep everthing to urselves doesnt help at all ..
when u think u hv cover everything very well in fact u r creating a longer distance between u and he/she ..
so instead of running away frm it ,, face it ..

2009-04-22T20:16:00.003+08:00

hello .. im here to blog again .. =) ..

Today is my SYF .. =).. although there's only TEN of us .. but the bond we foster the pain the tear the sweat and BLOOD that we shed during the 2 mths 4 days . I m Proud of U guys ...Without any one of u we will never achieved wat we have .. thank you CoRa for "bao " ing me for this 2 mths .. thank you Jerly Rou CHi Sze ling and Kaili for all the coaching ... ><... Thank you Seniors for all ur support and teachers for the drinks note words of encouragement .. the sponge bob and the card!! I love u guys !! Nth is more impt than the experience that we gain frm this comp .. i will never forget this part of memory of my life ..
Now .. have to switch back to my normal study mood .. or u can call it mugger mood lah .. lol.. ^^ but overall im happy with my life now .. esp the train travelling time dancing time . are you iinterested time .. i love everyone part of my life now.. ^^ ... People enjoy every moment of ur life ~! Tada .. ^^

2009-04-14T22:10:00.002+08:00

Ah .!! my msn kena virus ~~ cannot sign in .....T.T...
Rss M.D gambate for tml SYF ~!! u can do it !! ^ ^ get a gold back galz!! =D..
haiz.. i do my PI bah ...

2009-04-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

Hello ~! haha... i finally back to M'sia ~! ^o^ .. so happy . .. gt to use comp watch tv and dinner prepared by Mum~!

AND

AND

i have my own laptop now ~! yes ! yes ! yes ! . >

lol.. okay shld update you all my recent life ~!

erm hw shld i start..

1.SYF coming in two weeks time

2.know more cat high ppl

3.aj family day

4.project work

dance r really bz! 4 prac in a week .... next week will be thurs fri sat ...next next week will be mon tues .... wed is the comp!! aRg .. super stress.. dance moves are not shape yet formati0ns stil cannot emotion aso .. haiz.. but seniors aso under a lot of stress... we have to depend on our own ... although we have no inst . no senior helping us from now on , i believe the 10 of us can do it !! AJ DANCERS JIAYOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!

Next will be Cat high ppl ~ ^^

They know me before i know them ... hm.. and it was through sy and mindy that i get to know them ... although the process of knowing them is weird , they are very nice ppl ! ^^ really glad to know them .. li yang the face very small one .... si hao the guy who eyes will become a line when he smileXD... QC the guy who get all the bad genes from "Mummy ".. XD... Jun Han who always lag but cute !! ^^ Very happy to know u guys and go k garden with ur .. i will never forgt " si le dou yao ai ~~~! " XD..

AJ family day ~!

Thank you yong lin for ur support ~ lol..on that day rain ~~ haiz . but is fun to dance in the rain ~! i Love AJ DAnce ~! .. lolx..XD

in the morning there's 25 km run . . i only run for 1km but is fun while waiting for those who running 25 km to reach !

4. project work !!

same group with pramesh yiwen and mingyu ~! ^^

none of them are slacker haha... then i can slack .. wohoho.. no lah .. hw can huiyi slack .. i say only .... xp ..

this year pw questions are Emergency and Conservation .. tada..=)

2009-02-08T09:30:00.000+08:00

女孩對男孩說...
ㄟ.. 你知道貝殼ㄉ傳說嗎？
聽說只要找到一個兩片密和的粉紅色貝殼.. 一起丟入海裡..
那一對戀人就能永遠在一起ㄝ.....

男孩說...
怪怪... 小傻瓜 . 你也會相信這種傳說ㄚ？
放心啦.. 就算不用貝殼我們也能永遠在一起的！
我會盡心盡力的！你就別多想了！
女孩微笑的對男孩說....
嗯....... 我們不需要貝殼的 ...
.......................................................
幾個月之後...
女孩消失了.....
手機關機.. 家中電話變成空號 .........

男孩用盡所有力量.... 就是找不到他.... 男孩絕望了 ... J為她騙了他
不久後
男孩變了一個人.... 打架鬧事.. 酗酒 ... 混幫
......................................................
女孩的朋友.... 問女孩 ...
你不會後悔你不告訴他嗎?
女孩說....
不會的... 我不想讓他知道我的病 .. 我寧願躲他 ...
女孩的朋友說...
怕他為你哭？為你難過..... ？

女孩點點頭.....
女孩的朋友說...
那你走了後.. 我要告訴他嗎？

女孩沒有回應... 只是 .. 拿起 v8 給朋友說
幫我拍好嗎？拍完替我交給他
女孩的朋友接過v8
嗯..... 那我開始嚕

..............................! .........
女孩的朋友再男孩生日會時找到了男孩....
女孩的朋友說：給你的！!
男孩豪邁的笑說：唉呀.... 你給我禮物ㄚ.... 是不是對我有意思ㄚ？
跟那個人一樣？想玩我喔？
女孩的朋友沒多話... 只留著淚對他說...
你看完就知道了
男孩錯愕..... 回家後 ... 馬上把帶子放出來

發現.. 女孩ㄉ身影 ... 她坐在病床上微笑的說 ....
記得貝殼ㄉ傳說嗎？
我有跑去找呢
但我還是沒找到反而弄ㄌ一身髒呢.... 你一定會罵我傻瓜吧？
其實..... 我真ㄉ想找到他 .... 因為我想跟你永遠在一起 ....

男孩冷哼了一聲...
畫面中女孩哽咽的說...
你知道你很恨我為什麼躲你....
你一定想說我騙你....
但你知道我為什麼要去找貝殼嗎？
因為.... 我沒辦法用自己的力量 ... 去跟你到永遠 .....
這個帶子是我拜託小琳拍的... 算是我給你的遺書吧.......
男孩錯愕
因為....... 我得了胃癌 ... 醫生說 .... 活不到半年了
所以我才躲你的....
你知道嗎...
我本來不想跟你說的
但我怕小琳去跟你說... 你會罵小琳.. 所以 ............
我想或許你收到時我的生命可能剩不到幾天吧......
我是來跟你說.....
我愛你.. 的
女孩嘆息說.....
現在的我真的需要貝殼吧....

男孩眼前蒙上一塵薄霧.....

忽然畫面..... 模糊了 ....
只聽到.... 女孩柔柔的聲音說 ...
宇 ...我愛你 ... 再見了 ...
男孩的淚真的流ㄌ出來....
男孩想說.... 我有多久沒流淚了呢？
男孩慢慢的把帶子退出來....
對著皮包裡那個合照說....
我也愛你...
...................................................
幾天後..... 女孩的朋友到男孩的家去接男孩 ! .......
女孩的朋友說...
你真的找到了那個貝殼喔....
男孩答.....
嗯...... 什麼時候會讓朋友進去祭拜？
女孩的朋友說... 等等吧 ..
他們進入女孩的祭堂...
男孩對女孩說.... 你真壞ㄚ ... 比我先走了 ...
害我還去找了貝殼..... 我已經把另一片丟入海了....
這是你的...
男孩把貝殼丟進火裡說..
你也把它丟入海吧....
那我們一定能在下輩子永遠在一起的....
男孩吻著.. 女孩留給他的項鍊說 ......
這個給我了... 就當我送你貝殼的代價 ....
還有ㄚ你手上的戒指不能丟喔...
那是我跟你結婚的證據喔.....
就這樣了.... 祭師在罵我了 ....
不過我還是得說這句.. 不管忌不忌諱... 因為我都娶你了ㄚ ...
那句話就是....
我愛你

2009-02-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

^^ ... Currently at M'sia ~!
1 st week of AJ life is .. TAlks TAlks TAlks.. oh ya .. and dance ... =]..
Aj has Aj dances not two but three ~~ .. XD...

1st day of sch ...... =.=... boring .. i only rmb NTU ..
2nd day of sch .. i forgt le.. xp .. i noe i very qian bian ... haha.. xp
3rd day of sch .. i only rmb the econ lecture .. there is limited resources but unlimited wants .. haha.. although im not taking econ .. but econ is fun ~! .. haha ..
4th day .. use GC .. GC super ex lah .. T.T cost me $ 150 ~..
Ytd.. we play games and dance .. the games quite boring la .. but is necessary lah .. to let us JC1 get to know the sch better ..
Overall the dance is fun lah .. if everybody is running .. haha..

My COmbination is : Physics Chemistry Mathematics and Chinese language and literature(CLL)
^_^
Class 30/09!~.. haha.. =D
tada .. i think thats it .. haha..
oh ya ..
Happy birthday Kaixian !~~~ ^^ i knw is tomorrow lah .. XD..

2009-02-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

Two Choices
What would you do?....you make the choice.

My question is: Would you have made the same choice ?

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended.

After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:

'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection.

Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do.

He cannot understand things as other children do.

Where is the natural order of things in my son ?'

The audience was stilled by the query.

The father continued.

'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.'

Then he told the following story:

Shay and I had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball.

Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play ?'

I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a father I also understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play.

The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning.

I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.'

Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt.

I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart.

The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted.

In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three.

In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field.

Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands.

In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again.

Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.

At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game ?

Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat.

Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact.

The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed.

The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay.

As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.

The game would now be over.

The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman.

Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.

Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates.

Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first ! Run to first !'

Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base.

He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!'

Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base.

By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball ... the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team.

He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head.

Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay'Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third! Shay, run to third !'

As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!'

Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team 'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.

Shay didn't make it to another summer.

He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!

AND NOW A LITTLE FOOT NOTE TO THIS STORY:

We all have thousands of opportunities every single day to help realize the 'natural order of things.'

So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us with a choice:

Do we pass along a little spark of love and humanity or do we pass up those opportunities and leave the world a little bit colder in the process ?

A wise man once said every society is judged by how it treats it's least fortunate amongst them.

May your day, be a SHay day

2009-01-29T15:57:00.003+08:00

世界上最遥远的距离不是我在你身边，你却不知道我爱你，而是两人明知相爱，却不能在一起。。

2009-01-29T15:30:00.003+08:00

This story tells us something about LOVE & LIFE.

My husband is S/W Engineer by profession,

I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it.

The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings.

I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy.

My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.

"Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired.

There are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought.

My feeling of disappointment only increased.

Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me: "What can I do to change your mind?"

Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question. If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind.

Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?"

He said: "I will give you your answer tomorrow...."

My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....

My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but....please allow me to explain the reasons further.....

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

"When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.

You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.

You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city.

I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month.

I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism.

I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes.

I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs.

So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... "

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting. .. And as I continue on reading... "

Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk...

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....

Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE.

When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model.

It could be the dullest and most boring form ...

Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship.

Under all this, the pillar of true love stands...

AND THAT'S LIFE...

2009-01-28T03:09:00.011+08:00

Modern Dance Gathering!~ XD

Me yan ping amanda and yinlin ~! Dance Besties ~! ^^ I love them ! wahaha .. XD

That ballon .. lol.. they trying to hide it before juniors ask them to bust it .. XD

Ah ~! TOrtoises from ms.jenny !!! ><.. one is for amanda and one is for me !! ^^

Amanda's.. !! where is ur partner?

i think u look like the right one .. no no the left one .. aiyo both lah .. xp.. haha ..

TT.. why separate the tortoise couple ?...

opps .. ><..amanda's tortoise forgive me .. i think pink colour piggy cuter .. XD

new formation...

okay .. i think tortoise better .. =D

You know wat R they looking at ??..

^o^ cake given by M.D juniors ~! so nice and they said very delicious aso .. but.. M.D old rule..

all the cream went to these faces .. ofcoz some on the floor and there are many others who got smashed aso .. XD

And here's the cake ~!.. ....... haix.. poor cake .. TT..

poor thing ..get caught by ms.jenny .. lol..

Cleaning up ~! .. XD.. poor dance.c xp

juniors going crazy .. they kept spining and spining.. XD..like the seniors like the juniors.. XD

Smile ~!

=).. <---- same?

haha.. pretty junior..

cute junior ~! XD

another ...

and another

and another two more..

junior junior .. ^^ v

okay now is the ding ah ling ah ling ..

and another two more`~

aiyo ... take another ..

^^ this one better .. haha.. the junior and the seniors.. lolz..

my dance .c ~! Gambate !! ^^

Another two more ~! lalala..

the hardworking junior ~ .. ^^

My Dance . c again ~! haha.. ^^ V

okay now take with u only .. xp..

okay ,.. this time i take with u only .. xp

><...XD... ^^ ...

i think i look more like junior than senior.. ><.. but nvm . haha.. Debbie ~!

Yinlin ~! haha.. ^^ Dance bestie!!! ^^ =D

Sha Sha ~! ^^ b

Finally ~! Ms. Jenny ~! XD.. i love her ~! haha

she give me this look .. -_-".. lol..but i still love her !~ haha..

Really thank you juniors for org a MD gathering as well as a farewell party for us . I would not forget anyone of you ( eh. i can only rmb faces .. xp)

I believe that your wil get good results in the upcoming syf .. Work hard for MD but also don't neglect your studies . M.D can do it ~! ^^ v

tada. zzz.. is 5 am now.. zzz... good morning.. =.=

2009-01-26T22:08:00.018+08:00

Prom night !! ( a bit late lah .. eh.. okay is very late ><.. sorry ~ T.T)

\(^o^)/ My dear lao gong aka pigssi aka sai 1 aka bendan !! and me xp

cherly ? did i spell correct ?... aiyo .. haha.. call u xue en better.. xp .. haha... love those days sitting beside u .. =)..

Jeannie !!! ^^ the super cute girl !! ^^

4-5 chairperson ~! =D

Hui ling and hui yi .. ( hui er at home okay..=.=...lame .. )

Kelvin !! top student !! lo..xp.. i think calll u joker better lah .. =D... when there is kelvin there will be laughters.. ...

Jia si ting !! .. lol.. =) hope that u evrything goes well ... =D

QiQI my vice chair!! !! haha.. =).. she's a chinese pro !!!!!!! ^^.. keep in touch !! ^^

Yinping ! . she;s the only girl that wear pants on that day ! so cool ! ^^ i wil miss ya .. =)

Ashley ! .. nono is ruishen . xp . haha.. sorry har.. din able to put that contacts into ur eyes.. >.<..

Kaixian .. ^o^ ... the clever and badminton guy ~ .. =D..

Jia rong ~ ,, haha . he becoming more and more mature ... haha.. =D..

Simin .. sec one and two memories.. =)

Yan ping and Mindy ^^ .. best frens !!

Wan yu ~! .. ><... i will miss ya !! T.T.. keep i touch kay?

huisyen !! =) ,, my pri and sec sch fren . let's forget the past k? =D

i like ur spec ! .. lol...

the M.D !!! ^^Dance besties !!

I like ur hair !!! ^o^

aiyo .. kee zi ~! .. -.-.. din smile aso .. act cool . xp .. lol..

Li ying ! .. haha .. the girl who always bring soft toys to sch haha..=D

m.p !! ^^ ..

Wenhui ! my pri and sec sch friend !! she very cute !! ^^

President and wugui.. xp ..

aiyo .. kai wei must smile more lah .. ><..

=)...the drama guy.. haha..

Benson ~! my mummy aka mu tou ! .. lol...this year dun same class again ! ><.. must break the curse .. xp ..

Boon !! the 9 As guy .. xp .. he pei he me .. T.T.. sad . give me 5 cm ~...

Si hao and me ! . lol.. i like ur eye ~.. only one eye har.. lol..

Samuel .. tthat guita guy .. xp .. haha ..

Ah ~! .. haha.. they wearing the same type of dresses .. ^^ .. so good . nvm me and ah ying aso wearing the same colour.. xp ..

i dunno why they give this expression .. =.=.. lol.. fiona is holding on te door gift .. lol.. mine still with tavin .. >.<.

Fiona ! Fiona ! ... i love her ~! XD

me and my lao gong again ~! wahaha.. XD

i prefer this one .. ~ XP .. so matching sia.. opss. XD

lol.. very dark ..

dunno why siying want to take this " the bottom of the cup " photo .. =.=

ping give that "iwant to laugh and want to say smth " expression again .. lol ..XD

yin lin siying and mindy ~ lol.....(><... why dun have me again ...T.T)

Juliana ~! .. =D... Music pro ...

Xing yi ~! the chinese pro .. haha..^^

lol... me and terry nono shld caLL Shun li !! xp..

okay ... this one serious ... xp..

weiqin open his mouth then i open my eyes !.. lol... he look very funny .. xp

Ah ! JInger's eyes bigger than mine >.<... lol..

new dishes ?... lol..

andY !! he look so serious ~. .. haha...

haha.. jiarong si hao ah ying and me .^^ ..

chiew yan chiew yan !! haha she look so pretty ~! =D

haha.. i forced them to take photo ... ...xp .. but haha.. nvm lah ..

wen xiao and me .! ^^ my pri and sec sch friend ~ .. =D

what happened to ur face ?... lol.. (chwan Rong)

SHili !! ^^

take photo with her feel so stress .. xp .. Jia Wen !! ^^

Mdm, soh !!! ><..

whoa... haha..our guai guai apple ~! .. =D..

haha..choon han .. i like ur mask !! XD

wylie !! ^^ M'sia bus ~ .. =D.. i miss those days when we r waitng for bus and chat ... =)

Yin lin and me ! .. she 's always my dance partner !! lol... bcoz...haha..

i pei he ah ping .. xp .. =D

AH ~! .. Mindy and wugui ~ ^^

siying and yin lin ( lol. in the cab )

At mindy's hse .. ^^

thank you mindy and mindy's mum for the make up ~! ^^

tada ~! =) thx for readng .. haha..

2009-01-26T14:26:00.002+08:00

Hello ~! Guess where am i now? ! ^^
I at Malaysia !! haha .. Finally back to malaysia ... Half a year din come back .. T.T ..
So many things happened.. Anyway .. i score well for my exam ..haha .. ^^ L1R5 >> 8 !
^o^
tatda.. wil update more next time.. T,T
p.s:because my evil sis want to use com .. T.T

2008-11-07T15:22:00.004+08:00

回到家已有两天了。=）

每天吃吃喝喝的，下次你们看到我是应该会觉得我胖了点吧？^o^

刚和阿姨，妈妈和姐一起去看prom night的鞋子=D...老样子，我呆呆地

站在那里不知道怎么选。。-_-"...在熬了将近两个小时后，终于被逼买了一双。。。T.T...

prom night 就快要到了，好多人已经开始准备了呢。=）好希望那天快点到！~=D

看见好久没见的表妹，似乎又长高了不少。=）。。老姐也真是的，刚才一直找机会欺负她。。=.=...也不想想自己和那小孩差了多少岁。。。

看见表妹一直想要和她玩，她便借机欺负她。。。-_-"...

表妹好机灵哦！。。简直是我姐第二号。。虽然我姐很不想承认。XD

你的生活中是否有不愿意想起得事或人

呢？

是否越想遗忘，但却想得更多？

即使是不愿想起的回忆，也是生活中无法取代的一部分。

他们存在的真实性，并不是遗忘所能磨灭的。。。=）

只有忘了要忘记才是真正的忘了吧？

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

2008-11-06T00:48:00.002+08:00

4/4 guys!^^next time will post 4/4 girls.. lol..=D

Juliana, xiaoqi, me & jia huan =D

2008-11-05T22:18:00.004+08:00

我回来了！！！哈哈！！
多一个礼拜，就一个礼拜，我就能说是彻底的自由了！！=D
O水准真的没想象中的那么困难，但却又担心自己做得不好。人真是矛盾的动物呢？=）
但是我想信我已经尽了全力，最后的结果就等到发派成绩单时才来担心吧！=）
好了，我要来说些满无聊的东西~
最近刚读完几本哲学书，为了今天的高华考试啦！。。。满有用的。。。=）

看的其中一本书中，提到了一位女孩。从小，这位女孩的存在都似不存在，曾经，这一位女孩才五岁时，在一个郊游中被幼儿园的老师与同学遗忘了，她一个人站在公园里哭泣，却没有任何一人上前慰问，小女孩一直哭一直哭，都没有人发现她的存在。。。直到她的父母到幼儿园去接她时，大家才发现她失踪了。

有光线的地方就一定有阴影，相对的来说，阴影的存在也是光线存在的一种证明吧？

一个无法真真切切从其他人眼中意识到自己存在的个体，算不算真的存在这个世界上？

常常在想为何大家都爱带着耳机呢?

在这本书中，我似乎得到了解答。。。总是戴着耳机的人是怕寂寞吧？因为害怕逐渐陷入孤独的自己，所以才会让自己沉没在音乐的世界里，仿佛只要让乐声填满耳朵，就可以远离孤立的感觉，幻想自己存在于一个热闹温馨的天堂吧？

2008-09-28T21:30:00.034+08:00

GRADUATION!!!

Wugui finally graduate from RSS , but Mr.Radha said , U r not considered as garaduate until u hold the result slip and cry/laugh. I miss 4/4 !~T-T

Here are some photos taken on 26 sept...

Szeling & Rabbit ! ^^( but they r looking at other's camera.. sob...=X)

Tree dying~!=X ( tree= benson )

tree revive( a bit blur..><)

There's only two persons in te pic.Xp(me and tudi)

T.T...i gave tat look is bcoz ... bcoz ... T.T ..they said im short ! ><...( shareefa & me )

OMG~! im really short ....T.T

too sad they said im short ...so dunno how to smile ...=X( Yong lin& me )

Kai wei & me ! ... aiyo .. y i look so funny ... -_-

Look here !!!! T.T ( they looking at Kok's cam ..sob)

heehee..(weihao & siyuan)

=.="...lame tavin & weihao .. ( aiyo .. tavin look as if someone want to molest him..^^)

act cute 1

act cute 2

act cute 3 !!! (XD )

lol.. YY !!!

Rabbit & Wugui !! ( he din bend down .... really ... T.T ... )

Waa pretty Mindy and wugui..^^

ZiZi and wugui( he look so sleepy .. -_-)

At first this pic shld be taken as wugui hugging super duper cute fiona ..but .. after hearing some comment from the super duper bad rabbit , we change to this ><...( waa~! Fiona very cute !!!! XD)

wo men shi gui's family !!! ( tortoise and turtle !! ^^ )

waa~! My Dear form teacher !!!Mr .Radha !!! ( I love him !! <3)>

The snow man ! ( My classroom is very hot so we decide to out one snowman at the back of the classroom to 望梅止渴。。

Garfield VS Yippe! ( I miss the camp !! T.T )

Done by WEiqin !!! ^^ want to know who is weiqin ??

TADa !

lol.. this photo is taken after being requested from Mr.Radha ... he asked me to pinch wei qin's ears ..

Uma and me

Uma and me again ??... lol.. no la.. this is sankgery and that is magheswary.^^ ( can see the diff?=D)

Pretty Pretty !!!! ^^ (Sharon & Jinger!!!!=D)

a tree in front , a wugui on the left , a pig on the right , a rabbit at the centre !!

Sai family !! ( T.T xiao qi not here ...) there's sai 1,3 and 4 (eh.. we seemed like bullying him .. lol ...)

why we take again ? bcoz ... someone told the rabbit that his eyes are small !~ XD

Both of us lok so ....... lol.. smile too much .. 脸疆掉了><

The laorensT.T ( chwan rong and me !~ =D)

Chairman and treasurer ! ( whose finger r there????)

Vice chair and treasurer~! ( QiQI and me !! ) ^^

yaya ... YY eyes bigger than wugui's ... lol..

(Yong lin; go away ! )( they want to act ...

serious...

This one better ! XD

Kok Chin really tall sia ~! T.T can give me 5 cm ??? ...( boon and mindy )

Mangala and me !!! ( i though she wont come for grad day ^^ )Dun fall sick so easily ~!

Pretty yll and nice yun qin!!!

Ah Ping ah ~!

This cute little girl beside me is Serene !! She has a very special surname ! ^^ muz continue to laugh and happy as u always being !

The clever girl celest ! ^ ^ She is a really nice girl but muz aso learn to relax ! gambate for ur Os...!

Waa~!Ma tan !!!!!! SHe s the most most Responsible and super memory teacher that i have ever seen ! ^^

radha giving his last speech ! T.T i gonna miss him a lot !...><

Nadiah the confident girl ! & my lao gong/ po Siying ! ^^

Lizhen ! the clever girl aso ! Dun too stress ! rmb our class motto? >>>>WE CAn DU IT !! ^^

RuiQi ANd Adeline !!! i love them ~! ^^

Choon han !!! ^^ the cheerful guy ... !! Smile always !~ ^^

Yum yum ~! this year is buffet !!! =D.. ( Im hungry ...><)

the 4/4 girls .. lol

THe 4/4 guy ! ... we joined up the tables and chairs ...lol... 4.4 so dua pai ! ...haha..XD( aiyo ..YY dun speak when u eat lah .. )

waa.. we look so bright!haha

lol...the recess time ppl ...

=)

><...i cove my mouth bcoz.. inside gt food lah.. ><..T.T

=) the shifu and Tudi ! .. ( Hope he everythin goes well~)

Nancy and wugui !! She's a nice girl !! very sporty aso haha..

Serene patpat and wugui ! ( ther's three cams shooting us .. -__-

Benjamin !!! ^^

Benjamin again!! lol.. two benjamin ~!

the Twin ! dun really know them but they r very friendly and cute ~!haha..

Ah dan , my pri sch frien and wanyu my since sec 1 friend.. ^^

Three 4/6 rers !! ^^ Pretty pretty ~! ^^

Waa~! Teck hwee and i !!! ( a bit blur but nvm ~ haha.. my 好兄弟!! i will miss him .. lol..

woo .. M.D !!! ( why my neck so long...eh.... nvm ..haha..)

tWo Smar girls ! ( Weiqi and HuiYIng !!! ^^ )

HUI YIng + Yi ... lol.. do we look alike ?? ^^ ( waa ~ i love her smile !!! muz smile more !! =D)

Weiqi wei qi .... the smart girl !!! She's very 讲义气^^

dunno how to spell her name ...so sorry ..shes suer nice aso ..! She' s a malay but she can speak very good chi !!! ^^

My M.D junior ~! her skill pretty good oh ... lol.

Me and si hao !!! can see the file im holding ...is a gift given by the sch .. ( si hao ah ... dun injured ur legs o hand s again ...lol... Jia you for Os !!! )

This angle not good lah .. lol..( me and weihao )

Five ! Ten ! Fifteen ! ( YY and Yong KAng )

Wei hao MS ong and me ~! .. (She's very pretty and nice !! ^^ )

Yeah !! Im so tall ... wahahaha ...( Victor me Kok chin and siyuan )

haiz truth always hurt ...T.T ..( i stand on the table .. they stand on the chair...><)

Kai xian ANd me !!! =D

CHiew yan !!! The gentle girl !!! ^^

Sharon: Faster go change !!

Terry : OKay ! okay !

Yong lin: None of my buisness..

Benson: Come ~ Daddy help you .

Wahahahah XD ... super guai kia !!=D

He aso think very funny ... llol

He said he no mood to take photo so i take pic of him .. lol. ^^ mY pri sch frien!! WY!!

Wei Qin acting cool ~ but he failed .. lol

Waa~! Xiao qi ! Xiao QI! .. Our sai 2~! ^^

Now let me intro to your my super blur super qian bian super funny and a bit cute Lao gong/ po >>> Siying !~ ^^

We know each other For * years !!! ^^

Gift from super nice and kind Mindy !! ^^ ( behind gt full page of message from her .. so sweet ~! XD)Thx Mindy !!!

Gift from Benson Turtle Weihao Shareefa and serene !! ^^Thank yOu so much ! ^^

Woo ~! My Birthday Presents !!! haha.. ^^ Now my bed is full of tortoises and bears !! ...lol...But i love all of them !!! ^^

I did steps 8 and 9 first when i saw this .. lol...And i did look at the page 1st where u wrote nth is there ...lol...so funny ...thank you !!! ^^

The presents that i received on grad day !!! Thank you so much!! ^^

Wugui graduate!!!!! T__^

Tada ! ... omg i spend two hours on this post .. T.T .. gd night ~ ..
Gd luck for o lvl .. zzzzzzzzz

2008-09-03T19:25:00.002+08:00

^^...my last performance~!=D

In the video , i seem to be nt in formation ..but is not! is the angle fault!...T.T In another video , the formation is very nice ...really T.T ... lol... im the girl in black with one brown cap behind...lol... XD...

In this dance , there is Yanping (also in black ), Mindy and yinlin in white and shareefa in grey ~! =D...

2008-09-03T16:00:00.001+08:00

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lol...My 2nd bd celebration~!..thank you --->.Tavin,Terry&Elaine~!^^
of coz i din forgt my 1st celebration with ---->Mindy Yanping Yinlin Si ying teckhwee keezi &keai deXD ...lol.

2008-09-01T14:59:00.001+08:00

Enjoy life how it is and as it comes Things are worse for others and is a lot better for us
There are many things in your life that will catch your eyebut only a few will catch your heart....pursue those...

2008-08-31T17:53:00.002+08:00

One week holidayz !~
Ytd was my last performance ! =D Thx Ruiling for coming to support us ! and the sweetz ~! =DLove ya~!

Tagged by Edwin ~ ^^

2. Your relationship with him/her is: fren+ senior=D
3. Your five impression of him/her: emo .nice.blog.Rp.=p
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: tagged me...lol
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: =D
6.If he/she become your lover, you will : HAH..worth considering..lols
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: dunno...lolz..
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: depends on circumstances..sad?regrets?
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: i not fortune teller...
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: reply this tag...lol..
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: Good guy
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: im cute ~! no lah .. mayb is (Lao ren jia ~ )
13. The characters you love of yourself are: emo
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: noisy
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: taller and able to bring joy to the others=D
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Love ya ~!

2008-08-11T17:17:00.002+08:00

Tagged by MANDA !!~ lol...
i tagged her she tagged me back ... -_-"

2. Your relationship with him/her is: Dance Besties^o^
3. Your five impression of him/her: Pretty ; Tall ; White ; history student in M.D ; Gentle =D
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: Chat with me during the 1st day of sch ~XD
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: lol..smile bah ... i mean her smile .. XD
6.If he/she become your lover, you will : Bring her to sentosa..( she's too white.. xp)
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: Become tanner and shorter~ =p
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: Sad ...? lolz...
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: i eat too much ?... lolz..XD
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: Eat more?...lol...i dunno ~ =D
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: Gentle! and white...lol..
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: im gd ~ ... lol...dunno
13. The characters you love of yourself are: cute?... lol...jkjk... Slow!.. lol..
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: dunno how to make ___ happy bah ... lol..
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: a person who can make others happy ! ^o^
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Muackz ! Love ya too ~ ...lol..XD

2008-08-11T01:18:00.011+08:00

Why it became so black ?! Ans: Eat too much duck noodle !~ XD
(A gift given by ZHixian !~ ^^)

NDP photo ~! ^^
Wh, Ben , Joker, me & elaine ~! (T.T my face cut by elaine big head ~ ... xp jkjk)

ND2 ~!
eh... benson -_-"....
Ben, me , elaine & choon han (The 2/6 rer!~ =D)

-_-" Zilian 1 ...ha...ha...ha XD(during ND)

During CIP ~ -_-" zilian 2 ..xp i wont so zilian again ...xp..next time wh muz zuzhi wo~! ..=D

Original~! ^^ The pretty ~~~ except the tortoise iin the middle ~ ..lolz

Copy cat ~...xp ..( victor, turtle, siyuan, yy & KC~!!!)

WHo is the photographer?! O.O?!
( WH ??? YL??)...hm...i saw my name...xp ...

The photographer is ~..... Weihao ~!!!! lol...

( szeling, turtle , wh, KC)

Another one ~~...

( Ben , Turtle, szeling, wh )

Yeah ! (we did a great job ~~~~ XD)

(YQ, Mindy , & YL)^^ they so cute ~ lolz..

Photos above came from weihao 's camera~~ ^^

Thx ya~!

Tml will go back to sg ... but will only reach sg at night ..T.T

Weiqin ~ sorry ~ ... xp

just had my hair cut ~

but i dun think ther is any diff.....=.=".....but i saw alot tortoise's hair fall ....-_-"

shld eat more salt ... make my hair drop more ~! =x...( say only ...XD)

Juz finished watching oympic game ... China - USA ....

USA so strong ~! O.O...

ANd yaoming really tall sia ~! >.<... Hope that he can give me 5 cm ...T.T....

i shall go n dream that i become as tall as yao ming ... lol... tada gtg..~! Good night~! ^^

(ps: i dun wan a dream like turtle ~! ...so scary sia ... lol...but i really believed that if u dream of urself dying o dead means that u will have a relationship starting soon ..xp ...i believed only lah...will it come true? im not very sure ... lolz.. XD )

2008-08-10T22:09:00.009+08:00

some cip photos~!

Chwan Rons sl and me .. ^^

hm...guess whose inside?

waaa~! yi zi ren strong sia ~! XD

WhiCh wAY ?!

ThaT wAy Lah !~ XD

i camera sHy lah ...XD

SharOn ...5 balls .... and my hand !!=D

4/4 Gals~! =D

2008-08-08T22:51:00.002+08:00

Prelim is over !~ ^^

Sry for not blogging for so long but i think ur shld have getting used to it already right? xp
eh .... xj sry just saw ur tagged .... =)

2. Your relationship with him/her is: Senior & junior ??XD
3. Your five impression of him/her: funny , good & guy who love his girlfriend more than anything else?
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: nth ? xp
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: eh .... did we talk b4 ?xp
6.If he/she become your lover, you will : IMPOSSIBLE!!!
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: -
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: sad..... i think ?
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: i really dunno =.=
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: reply this tag?haha
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: Nice!
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: people pls give me ur answer at my tagboard thx^_^(copy from xj..xp)
13. The characters you love of yourself are: i dunno....>.<...can i say cute ??? lol jkjk ..
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: Noisy... & impatient bah..haha
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: be the one that can bring joy to people aroung me?
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Muacks~! Thz !
Pass this Quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1.Siying
2.Yanping
3.Elaine
4.Jinger
5.Weihao
6.Kenneth
7.Samuel
8.Amanda
9.Edwin
10.Tavin
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? dunno...
19. Is no.9 a male or female? male...=.=
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? i think quite match la...lol..
22.What is no.2 studying about? 4/4 stuff...xp
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? this morning ..we sing together aso..=D
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? AH1 i forgt the band name...sry amanda ...T.T
25. Does no.1 have any siblings? yes! one vry cute bro
26. Will you woo no.3? i oredi have siying!~ lol...
27. How about no.7? lol..nope!
28. Is no.4 single?hmm...ya ...
29. What is the surname of no.5? LIM
30. What 's the hobby of no.4? basketball?
31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? they dunno each other-__-
32. Where is no.2 studying at? Rss
33. Talk something casually about no.1: I LOVE HER!~XD
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? since sec 1 la... lol..jkjk...as fren la
35. Where does no.9 live at? i dunno ... T.T
36. What colour does no.4 like? not very sure...i will ask her when sch reopen..T.T
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? they are family
38. Does no.7 like no.2? eh...i dunno...XD
39. How do you get to know no.2? Class mate
40)Does no.1 have any pets? she liked tohave one
41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? eh........=.="

Today is a very lame day .... lolz...

2008-07-15T16:26:00.008+08:00

Benson& Radha

(2n+1 har??? T.T )

2008-07-07T15:51:00.002+08:00

taken frm szeling de blog xD tat's wad ms tan told sch attendent when sch's closing..
attendant: school closing already.
mstan: we still got 15mins.
attendant: faster okay.
mstan: yah very fast already. they SHOOSHOOSHOO the marble then finish already
lolz... Ms.Tan damn funny ~!
Actually this was wat happened during sat lesson ...
=D
Tml is SPA pre test ... have to memorized two experiments ...
tada .........

2008-07-06T21:43:00.002+08:00

Mock Exam finally end at last Fri ... but Phy SPA skilll 3 coming.... still have Ms . Tan pre test ... is better to have some practises before the real exam lah ...

RP food very nice and cheap ! ^^ prefer going RP study ... but Rp very far from my home & if i study at Rp i will study till very late & nobody acc me to mrt station ....>.<...so i think i will still go WRL =)....

WHen sch reopen ...so many things happened...Most of them R good thing ..i suppose ...lolz...
Juz that i wont talk to Tavin for the rest of the year ... ( im serious ... ~ elaine dun dun believe me ho ! >.<)

July going to have a performance at Innova .. THese few days feeling very tired ... lolz.. today is the only day tat i sleep until 11am ... for this month ... Finally have some good rest tday ..

=D... very happy ~!
ok ...tada ..... ^^ happy holiday ~! (although only one day ~) XD

2008-06-16T15:23:00.003+08:00

Nothing to blog ...really nothing to blog....

=.="

These few days stay at home ...sleep

...Eat

....online

...Study

No life har?...xp..

p.s:Blogging bcoz want to know today is wat date

2008-06-15T15:21:00.006+08:00

WHat PeTs do when We at Work ...

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ah...toofat ~!

=D tada

2008-06-14T17:51:00.004+08:00

HaVe You SmiLe ToDaY ?

2008-06-14T17:21:00.004+08:00

Today wake up at 3pm !!! >.<...

Omg ...~! 浪费时间~<<<<<----- quote from benson ... xp

Here is a puzzle for you.

Imagine you are in Africa. You have been tied hanging on a tree with a rope anchored on the ground, a candle is slowly burning the rope, and the lion is waiting for you to drop and be his lunch. Your survival hinges on the rope staying intact, there is no one around to help you.

What to do now ..........

write your answer before your scroll down....

Scroll down for answer...

Sing a Happy Birthday song

2008-06-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

These few days going to spend my days at M'sia ~! Almost 1 month din come back hom e..xp
Really very busy ~ ..>.<..sorry LAo BA Lao MA ! T.T

BUt ~!
They going some island to have their second honey.m ...~
=.=...
sian ...so i think next wed i will go back to sg and continue mugging...
T.T ..
when school reopen wil be Mock Exam .. waa~! T.T
Stress ~ Stress ~ ..... >.<...
ps.Kai xun dun kajiao me ho ! ... i will bite u if u kajiao me again ~ kakakaka (@o@)

THe Sun flew to N.Z last Thurs?? o Fri ... aiya ...forget oredi lah ...xp
forgt to sms him ... eh ....anw ...have a safe trip !!! ( =.=" ....i noe he wont c this lah ...)
Hope he rmb to bring some present back !! xp ...

oh ya .. & one last thing ! Im not LAO REN !!!!!!!! T.T
i very young onli ..eh....16 ++...
T.T

And i eat very little ...really very little .....tat day @ Sakura ..i only ate 2 plates !!!...T.T
ok ...i think tats it ..
Hope everyone finished their holiday assg !
School reopen soon loh ! ~ ^0^

2008-06-11T09:44:00.001+08:00

Terry & JK
Happy Birthday !!!!!!! =D

2008-06-11T09:27:00.003+08:00

yoyo~!!!
^^ I at Teck's house now ~
later going to Mindy's house celebrate hers birthday! =D
This week is a birthday week ....xp
Monday celebrate JK & Terry Birthday...
Meet at 11am ,usual thing ...some of them late so drag until around 11.30 then go book movie ticket....
Reach Sakura at around 12.30 .... The food there so nice !!!!!! XD
Around 4.30 go back to Cwp watch "Kungfu panda "!!!! the panda super cute ! >.<>.<.... anw Jean's bro & sisi very cute ! although her bro dun like me T.T ... so sad in the past ...haiz...nvm.... aiyo .... tada .....>.<... this keyboard super hard to press......
T.T bb ....

Mindy !!!!!!!!
Happy BurfDay !!!!!XD

2008-05-11T20:12:00.010+08:00

Read out loud the text inside the triangle below.

More than likely you said, 'A bird in the bush,' and........

if this IS what YOU said, then you failed to see that the word THE is repeated twice!

Sorry, look again.

Next, let's play with some words.

What do you see?

In black you can read the word GOOD,

in white the word EVIL (inside each black letter is a white letter).

It's all very physiological too, because it visualize the concept that good can't exist without evil (or the absence of good is evil ).

Now, what do you see?

You may not see it at first, but the white spaces read the word optical, the blue landscape reads the word illusion. Look again! Can you see why this painting is called an optical illusion?

What do you see here?

This one is quite tricky! The word TEACH reflects as LEARN.

Last one.

What do you see?

You probably read the word ME in brown, but....... when you look through ME you will see YOU! Do you need to look again?

Test Your Brain This is really cool.

The second one is amazing so please read all the way though.

ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST

Count every ' F' in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...

(SEE BELOW) HOW MANY ? WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke. READ IT AGAIN ! Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.

The reasoning behind is further down. The brain cannot process 'OF'. Incredible or what? Go back and look again!! Anyone who counts all 6 'F's' on the first go is a genius. Three is normal, four is quite rare.

More Brain Stuff . . .

From Cambridge University.

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs. cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

2008-05-11T17:38:00.005+08:00

Yesterday spent a night typing my testimonial .
Really find it weird when typing or should i say uncomfortable, testimonial seems to me .....like...bragging...>.<... 哈哈。。。还是用华文来blog比较自在。。。老姐和cinny 在考Mid-Year的期间让我感到考试的压力。。。也让我们开始为'O'做准备，（是有点早啦~>.<）但是又总是感觉时间不够用。。每天放学就到图书馆读书已渐渐成了我的习惯，思颖常说我太压力，要我放松。但是我觉得这样的我比较像我吧。。。现在认识我的人或许无法想象以前的我有多安静与多不会与外人交谈吧？最近常碰到老同学，他们给我的感觉已不再像从前般的熟悉，我想。。我给他们的感觉应该也不同了吧。=] 回到m'sia家，翻开“以前”的日记本，看着以前“自己”所写的种种。。。自己以前的心情，以前所发生的事，竟发现有些部分熟悉,有些竟。。。感到陌生，这是因为我不再是“我”吗？发现自己竟然连这些重要的回忆都给忘了，感觉到一丝丝的懊悔。>.<（我不是emo哦！）

最近发现自己是那种不容易感动的人，虽然感激他人所为我做的，但是在那一刻却不会感到任何的感动，只有在回想所发生过的事时，才会感觉到。。xp（verybad~ very bad~XD)
真得很想念小学同学！想念从前篮球场的回忆，羽毛球的回忆，side gate 的回忆和呆在canteen舍不得回家，因为是大家聚在一起的最后一天。。。

会有这些感触是因为今年是在rss的最后一年吧。。。=)

Tada think i shld end here~ ^^
Im not emo ho ~ ! ^^

2008-05-11T17:31:00.004+08:00

10th Grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew it. Afterclass she walkedup to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

11th Grade
The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks,' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

12th Grade
The day before prom she walked to my locker. 'My date issick,' she said. He's not going to go. Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as 'best friends,' so we did. Prom night after everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, 'I had the best time, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I wanther to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Graduation Day
A day passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home,she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'You're my best friend, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her toknow that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why…

A Few Years Later
Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married, now. I watched her say, 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Funeral
yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the girlwho used to be my best friend.' At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me…
i wish I did too… i thought to myself, and I cried.

NEVER BE SHY TO SAY UR LOVE THAT U LOVE HER/HIM

2008-05-11T17:21:00.004+08:00

My class Mass Run achievement!!!!! \(^o^)/

We Can 'Du' It!!!!! ( Actually we are playing heart attack ~ xp)

2008-05-10T21:10:00.006+08:00

Me & Mindy!! <3

pretty pretty !!!>>>>>>> yl, yp & Mindy

Me & Shasha !! <3

yoyoyo!! <3<3<3 me yp & yl !!!

yp , elaine & me ~ =D<3<3<3

shili elaine yanping & me <3<3<3

2008-05-10T20:07:00.003+08:00

So Sorry for not posting for such a long time ...xp
Now every week has test ... evryday after school will go to library ...library really becoming my second home ...XD...

this two months lots of things happened...

Mass Run ----- peiqi 1st jinger 2nd me 3rd Aishah 4th always four of us competing with each other...
xp Jinger n PeiQi still very pro ...lol...^^

Speech Day ---- Really feel very sad for juniors but ur can do it !!! rmb to continue work hard !!!!! eh ... Thx for all the comments !!! ^^ We really appreciate it a lot .!! ^^
I love M.D !!!!! ^^

Farewell party ----- M.D juniors thz a lot !!! I love all the bookmarks rose keychain notes & the big big card !! oh ya N chocolates !!!! =D
Ur have been great juniors ! Continue to work hard for M.D & also ur studies ! I will miss ur a lotz!! i believed ur will too right ? lolz..XD
If have time we will come & visit ur ...ohya ...rmb to update the notice board! my handwritting very ugly !! >.<..change it pls !
It's Ms.Jenny birthday also ......Happy belated birthday Ms. Jenny !!!
Ms.jeeny kept refusing to do te birthday custom so with no choice me n farhanah put cream on her face when she said want to take group photo ...T.T but Ms.Jenny only see me put cream on her face ...the she start to reverge .. n ....start chasing after me ...Omg ! Shes damn fast ! So scary sia ... make me shout n run at the same time ..when we run till parade square ...i forgt abt those netball girls n kept shouting n running...T.T so embarrassed ! >.<.. but luckily there is too many ppl ..ms. jeeny let me off.. then i happily walk back to canteen .....T.T became yinlin start to chase me ....(T.T)...then i run & run & run ...T.T .. but im faster ! xp ...then happily walk back again ....T.T ...this time all the senior n some juniors start to chase me ...Ah !! T.T ... so ~ i decided to give up ...In the end ~ me become "black face" my face covered with chocolate cream !! T.T Ms.Jenny still say shes helping me do facial ...>.<...lolz..
Although that day was quite tiring ..but is also a really good n precious memory to me ! We love U ! Ms. Jenny ! Thank You for all the teaching and all hte things that u have taught us for th past 3 ++ years !! i will miss U a lot !!! =D

Sze ling yp N me !! =D

2008-03-30T22:46:00.001+08:00

You Should Be a Doctor

You are practical, sharp, and very intuitive.

Optimistic and energetic, you are a problem solver who doesn't get discouraged easily.

You are also quite compassionate and caring. You make people feel hopeful.

You're highly adaptable and capable. You do well with almost any curve ball life throws at you.

You do best when you:

- Are always learning new subjects

- Use your knowledge to solve problems

You would also be a good therapist or detective.

What Should You Be When You Grow Up?