Yesterday spent a night typing my testimonial .
Really find it weird when typing or should i say uncomfortable, testimonial seems to me .....like...bragging...>.<...
哈哈。。。还是用华文来blog比较自在。。。 老姐和cinny 在考Mid-Year的期间让我感到考试的压力。。。也让我们开始为'O'做准备,(是有点早啦~>.<)但是又总是感觉时间不够用。。每天放学就到图书馆读书已渐渐成了我的习惯,思颖常说我太压力,要我放松。但是我觉得这样的我比较像我吧。。。 现在认识我的人或许无法想象以前的我有多安静与多不会与外人交谈吧?最近常碰到老同学,他们给我的感觉已不再像从前般的熟悉,我想。。我给他们的感觉应该也不同了吧。=] 回到m'sia家,翻开“以前”的日记本,看着以前“自己”所写的种种。。。自己以前的心情,以前所发生的事,竟发现有些部分熟悉,有些竟。。。感到陌生,这是因为我不再是“我”吗? 发现自己竟然连这些重要的回忆都给忘了,感觉到一丝丝的懊悔。>.<(我不是emo哦!)
最近发现自己是那种不容易感动的人,虽然感激他人所为我做的,但是在那一刻却不会感到任何的感动,只有在回想所发生过的事时,才会感觉到。。xp(verybad~ very bad~XD)
真得很想念小学同学!想念从前篮球场的回忆,羽毛球的回忆,side gate 的回忆和呆在canteen舍不得回家,因为是大家聚在一起的最后一天。。。
会有这些感触是因为今年是在rss的最后一年吧。。。=)
Tada think i shld end here~ ^^
Im not emo ho ~ ! ^^
10th Grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew it. Afterclass she walkedup to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
11th Grade The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks,' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
12th Grade The day before prom she walked to my locker. 'My date issick,' she said. He's not going to go. Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as 'best friends,' so we did. Prom night after everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, 'I had the best time, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I wanther to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...
Graduation Day A day passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home,she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'You're my best friend, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her toknow that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why…
A Few Years Later Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married, now. I watched her say, 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...
Funeral yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the girlwho used to be my best friend.' At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me…
i wish I did too… i thought to myself, and I cried.
NEVER BE SHY TO SAY UR LOVE THAT U LOVE HER/HIM

My class Mass Run achievement!!!!! \(^o^)/

We Can 'Du' It!!!!! ( Actually we are playing heart attack ~ xp)
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Me & Mindy!! <3
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pretty pretty !!!>>>>>>> yl, yp & Mindy
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Me & Shasha !! <3
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yoyoyo!! <3<3<3 me yp & yl !!!

yp , elaine & me ~ =D<3<3<3

shili elaine yanping & me <3<3<3
So Sorry for not posting for such a long time ...xp
Now every week has test ... evryday after school will go to library ...library really becoming my second home ...XD...
this two months lots of things happened...
Mass Run ----- peiqi 1st jinger 2nd me 3rd Aishah 4th always four of us competing with each other...
xp Jinger n PeiQi still very pro ...lol...^^
Speech Day ---- Really feel very sad for juniors but ur can do it !!! rmb to continue work hard !!!!! eh ... Thx for all the comments !!! ^^ We really appreciate it a lot .!! ^^
I love M.D !!!!! ^^
Farewell party ----- M.D juniors thz a lot !!! I love all the bookmarks rose keychain notes & the big big card !! oh ya N chocolates !!!! =D
Ur have been great juniors ! Continue to work hard for M.D & also ur studies ! I will miss ur a lotz!! i believed ur will too right ? lolz..XD
If have time we will come & visit ur ...ohya ...rmb to update the notice board! my handwritting very ugly !! >.<..change it pls !
It's Ms.Jenny birthday also ......Happy belated birthday Ms. Jenny !!!
Ms.jeeny kept refusing to do te birthday custom so with no choice me n farhanah put cream on her face when she said want to take group photo ...T.T but Ms.Jenny only see me put cream on her face ...the she start to reverge .. n ....start chasing after me ...Omg ! Shes damn fast ! So scary sia ... make me shout n run at the same time ..when we run till parade square ...i forgt abt those netball girls n kept shouting n running...T.T so embarrassed ! >.<.. but luckily there is too many ppl ..ms. jeeny let me off.. then i happily walk back to canteen .....T.T became yinlin start to chase me ....(T.T)...then i run & run & run ...T.T .. but im faster ! xp ...then happily walk back again ....T.T ...this time all the senior n some juniors start to chase me ...Ah !! T.T ... so ~ i decided to give up ...In the end ~ me become "black face" my face covered with chocolate cream !! T.T Ms.Jenny still say shes helping me do facial ...>.<...lolz..
Although that day was quite tiring ..but is also a really good n precious memory to me ! We love U ! Ms. Jenny ! Thank You for all the teaching and all hte things that u have taught us for th past 3 ++ years !! i will miss U a lot !!! =D

Sze ling yp N me !! =D